I'm having trouble and need a little words of encouragement...?

ok, so idk how to put this... i'm in the 8th grade about to be a freshman... well, there's a little problem.. i had ALOT of issues this year... a close family member died two days before math TAKS.. and i failed it i was only 3 questions from ping... i was also having problems at home and school was the last thing on my mind.. i took it the second time and i failed it.. one question away... im not dumb it's just it's been really hard this year for me.. and i went to summer school and took it the third time.. i'm rlly nervous because i'm ready to go to high school.. i'm already signed up for marching band.. they gave me my instrument and everything.. i took the math TAKS for the third time a week ago and i dont findohut for another two weeks.. we started taking the test at 8:00 in the morning and i finished at 11:45.. cuz i wanted tot ake my time and do well.. i wrote out everything i learned this year like look for key words, read the question carefully, and take ur time... i'm just scared... i rlly want to go to high school and be with my friends and be in band and stop being soo depressed because of wat has happened this year.. im not trying to feel sorry for myself it's just it's been rlly hard and i'm rlly scared... if u could give me a few positive comments or anything u think i should do to calm down or how u think i did PLZ COMMENT.. thnx