Puberty? (Friends,And Boys)?

Well kay ever since i was little i always had a touch of tom-boy ness inside me, i always hang out with boys. For a few examples threw the grades 1 to 3 we played this game at recess called boys vs girls and i would always be on the boy side and the boys never mind? i would play kick ball instead of playing hula hoop and jump ropes but when another girl would come in they wouldnt accept them in like they do with me? well im still like this. i dont like to hang out with gurls. even tho i AM a girl, there drama-filled and sometimes to gurly for me, plus i usually have more things in common with boys. I Mean i have known these guys since Kindergarten and they always accept me in there groups/conversations. Personally i dont think any of them had crushes (even tho im sure it seemed that way to my friends causing really unwanted jealousy) i dont think that cuz i dont like my looks but everybody calls me "cute" or pritty or beatiful or something when truthfully i dont think im that pritty. And the thing is it used to be simple friend-ships but its kinda hard for me not to get a crush or more then friend feelings for these guys, and ever since middle school it doesnt seem the same :( puberty sucks (oh and im looking more girlier now ex. & ) but anyway i wanna no was i weird? did these guys (who are really goods friends like really neva hurt me stayed in touch when we went to middle school) have crushes on me? am i just a puberty struck 11 year old tom boy? how can i stop these feelings running threw my head? do u remeber ur time in puberty?